Tuesday, June 28, 2011

auugghh = bills!!

yikes! the first mortgage payment is due in 3 days!!! I am dealing with a very upset stomach knowing that there is no way I am going to be able to pay all the bills.... oh well, one day at a time...

Monday, June 27, 2011

re-dedication

I started this blog as a place to put thoughts down, I have been lacking in that aspect ~ well not in the thought area... oh no!! LOTS of thoughts going through this brain!! haha ~ no, I have been lacking in the logging in and posting area.. so I am going to challenge myself to try to post a thought everyday, until the end of July. Maybe if I get in the habit, I will want to continue.

So here goes:

July is going to be very busy!! We are still trying to move, dang do we need to find some strong men to help us!! haha anyway, not sure if we are going to be moved by the end of week or not. Kenny goes to Boy Scout camp early Saturday, so we have been working on getting his room moved. His bed is over at the new house, (don't worry the kid has been sleeping in the living room for over a month!!!! a story for a different day! haha) he has spent the last couple of days packing up the rest of his junk, um, stuff... dang that kid has a lot of stuff! haha.. I spend the last two days packing up my computer desk.. dang I have a lot of stuff!! hahahaha oh, and also taking my wife to the ER. she kept saying her side was hurting and that is was her pancreas and or diverticulitis, so I told her to get online and do some web searches to see what can help! I have told her that cinnamon and papaya help with upset stomachs.. so she goes on and finds out that the pancreas is on the other side, so it has to be her gallbladder. It told her if she is worried call the nurse at the hospital and see if they think she should go in. The nurse told her that if her pain got worse than yes go in. About half an hour later, there we were! SIX HOURS later!!! all she got was some pain meds and meds for upset stomach, they could not do an ultrasound as she ate earlier that day. She is supposed to follow up with normal doc today.

anyway, wow!!! that though turned out to be along one!! And I still have not even mentioned schooling - jeesh!!! Ok, I have been going to school for my bachelors of science in accounting for over two years now. Financially, I have only been able to take one class at a time. Now, that I need to go and find a part time job to help with bills, the school tells me that I can do 2 classes at a time! I really want to try to do this (the 2 classes) if I can, I will done with the bachelors by March 2012! So that is way July is going to be busy!! July 1, make sure Kenny is packed for camp and help the scouts pack trailer. July 2, EARLY they are leaving! July 3, two classes start - Advanced Accounting and Managerial Accounting Practices. Am I going to be able to keep my 4.0 GPA going strong? Am I going to be able to pay all the bills with out getting a part time job? I don't know the answer to these questions!!

I just have to remember to BREATHE!!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Today is Today

Today is Today.. it does not help to worry about tomorrow, next week, next month or on... Think, plan, and dream, but not dwell, fear, or have anxiety about what may come or what may go away. Today is Today. Remember to Breathe. Stay Balanced. Blessed Be.

I posted this as a status an facebook awhile back, and friends really liked it. I want to use the photoshop program and do something with it.